monday, posting to texturism is grooved deeper than i realized. i thought i would transition personal bits back to dear daily when i reopened it two weeks ago & yet it feels like effort. the effort is twofold: remembering to post here instead of there when i want to talk about my days aka FEELINGS. but when i remember or think to post here, i find myself editing. i am deeply private and ridiculously open. i’ve been accused of being immoderate. all of nothing. does it make sense to share things that my employer or a future employer might read, that would compromise my mother’s privacy, that a friend might take personally. i’m working on it. figuring out what to fill this space with…good night.