i didn’t lose but i didn’t win. there was a run as planned. that was good. there was a mostly organized inbox thanks to several hours at the office last night. there was a lot of digging around the internet. fun but information overload. there was a taxi ride home. he remembered. he remembered my old address. oh you live at 1110. i know you. i explained that i moved. he was surprised. makes 2 of us. let’s not go there. august. oh august sucked. homemade red lentil soup with steamed chard. a big bowl of it. steaming & spiced with cayenne. a cup of orange juice with a teaspoon of honey & grated ginger. just enough yoga. too tired for more words about the holidays, plans for 2011, things i’m excited about, still anxious about. things that just don’t matter right now. certainly not more than a pile of white pillows. good night. xo