sunday, it rained all day. it’s still raining. i didn’t mind at all. i took an honest to goodness nap today. several hours. it was awesome. the glow from my christmas tree in a mostly dark apartment was comforting. cozy. plans for lasagna with friends turned into dinner for one. i needed the quiet. come to think of it, i didn’t say one word today. there was music but not much. there were thoughts about what a difference a year makes. how things have changed so much since this time last year. because i was willing to do the work. i’m more confident & certainly more comfortable in my skin. i understand that some of my thoughts were getting in my way & the shape of my heart will likely feel overwhelming at times. i tend to love big. that’s who i am. good night.